Sunday, 20 July 2008

30 weeks, 3 days

(Still not measured stomach size)

Well, I'm into the last 10 weeks until due date (of course, I may have baby a couple of weeks either side of this). I thought it would make it all seem so close when I got into last 10 weeks. It does a bit but, saying my due date is end of September, still seems like some time away for me. I think it will all change next month when I am in August as it will then be "I could be having my baby next month" Eeek!!!

Having another sad day today. I say another, but I haven't written about many sad days in my blog but I have had a fair few of them. I can't say what causes them. I may even start the day in a good mood but then just go down hill and find myself crying for no reason. Just the thought of crying will set me off. The only explanation I can come up with is that I push myself too much doing stuff round the house and tire myself out. It seems so silly to me though because I feel like I spend so much of my time sitting on my arse in front of the TV. Then when I do do stuff, I get knackered and spend the rest of the day sad and exhausted - with my ankles and back in pain. I just get really frustrated.

Today, I was trying to clear out the nursery. Which, in itself, is enough to make anyone down as there is so much junk in there and I just didn't know where to start or what to do with it all. I felt like I was just making more mess and then had to stop because I was so knackered.

I'm sure I'll feel better tomorrow though.

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