I’ve booked my appointment with the midwife for 5 February so I will be just under 7 weeks. God, it feels like so long to wait until I can tell people with so many events in the meantime where I have to lie or hide it to people.
I think I am in a weird denial phase. I know I am pregnant but because I haven’t really got any symptoms I don’t feel pregnant. I feel like we are just pretending.
Now, of course, I don’t want to wish the symptoms/side effects on myself and it would be great to go through the whole pregnancy feeling great etc, but in a strange way, a very small part of me (about the size of my little toe) almost wants to feel something. Just so I know it is really happening. Although, like I said, I don’t want to wish that on myself as that could cause me even more problems trying to hide it.
Apparently, the 5-6th week is when the symptoms often start so may be I’ll be eating my words in a couple of days – not sure how you do that when the words are technically the binary kind!! I guess I’ll have to print them out first…